We all go through changes in our lives from day to day…some big, some small.
For me, it seems as though life has been a true rollercoaster in the past 3 months. If it weren’t for my art and the love of my family, I really don’t know how I could have gotten through it all.
I decided to return to work in spite of my panic/anxiety disorder and debilitating depression, I now drive all the time (a HUGE fear of mine) for work, am dealing with ongoing major dental work, and on and on…
Then, a few weeks ago, my youngest daughter who has been my constant companion since her birth and, dare I say, my very soul, decided to move out and really begin a life with her husband. Out of our home, no longer living in the basement of Mom and Richie’s house but to an apartment of their own…2 hours away in Huntsville.
This has been really tough for me.
It’s just all a lot to deal with and absorb for me right now but I think this journal page pretty well sums up how losing my “baby” has affected me.
I’m still here…still around…just taking some time to adjust to all that life is throwing at me right now.
I hope this finds you all doing well. You are all in my thoughts, I promise…I’m even reading your blogs…I just can’t find any words at the moment. Given time, I’ll be back to my old self.
Bear with me.
Peace & Love,